If I Was Cyrano?

If I Was Cyrano? 

          If I was Cyrano at the end of act four then I would feel like crap ,but also be happy to a certain point.What I write next would be me if I was Cryano and Christian just got shot. 

          First the only thought in my head would be "Oh my, Roxanne will be devastated and she wont even know the truth of the letters and how they were actually me". Afterwards I would be thinking about how this was meant to happened so that me and Roxanne could finally be together. Then I would start feeling self conscious about how she might reject me cause of my nose. Finally i would write a poem or letter confessing my true love and telling her how sorry I was about writing the letters behind her back.